The
theme of April :- walking in light (sunshine)
我們若在光明中行，如同神在光明中，就彼此相交，他兒子耶穌的血也洗淨我們一切的罪。 約翰一書 1:7
It was really challenging in April.
Yes, repentance and hurt sucked in my life
that also provokes lots of turmoil inside me and wanted a relief and a burst.
I knelt and prayed for a relief with His
strength.
Family
I feel unloved in my family as my girls
seem to forget to speak my love language right; or perhaps not even care or
bother or attempt to speak it. L an overthought !!! At times! Are they self-seeking? Are they ungrateful for a giving mom (I claim
myself as a GIVING mom!)?
Pray :- Disappointment won’t seize me! I count my blessings instead and stay in
JOYful mode always. Pray for His presence
and my deep conviction despite the emotional turmoil at times. 我一生一世必有恩惠慈愛隨著我，我且要住在耶和華的殿宇直到永遠。
Work
I feel defeated in my job even though I
tried my best to prepare the so-called agency intro within a partnership
network for my Big Boss. But it turned
out to be a mess and this even triggered a resignation of an AD. I have to rethink what my mission here, in my
workplaceJ so as to regain my joy and happiness. What lasts longer or even forever in my
workplace? Who is my BIG BOSS? Is my talent really used and honoured?
Pray :- Disappointment won’t seize me! I count my blessings instead and stay in
JOYful mode always. Pray for His presence
and my deep conviction despite the emotional turmoil at times. 我一生一世必有恩惠慈愛隨著我，我且要住在耶和華的殿宇直到永遠。
人在做，天在看。要改變別人，先改變自己。Keep
it up as God is always with me to fight and strive!
The joy of God is my strength.
Spiritual Family
I designed an initiative “Collateral Beauty
(最美麗的安排)” within my bt in a bid to foster the relationship with God for
each of the sisters and of course to better understand each other.
A retreat was designed from 28 to 30 Apr at
ZS as a collateral beauty arrangement for Connie! Double meaning! For sure, double
blessings. In between, a sister refused
to join after some time as she thought she was not feeling loved…L We talked, we prayed, we walked, we listened… and I let go. After all, the theme of the retreat : 我神與我. As I believe whatever or
wherever it is, challenges are time we dig our faith in God deeper and deeper
with His word and work inside myself.
Embracing this belief, I walk in silence, no groan, no moan and grasping
His hand.
In ZS, I traced back the trips I ever visited
in a decade or more; with different sisters and even the next generation. We played, we prayed, we ate, we laughed, we
enjoyed every precious moment…and we coloured the hub of spiritual tank from
2006?
Pray:- To forgive; as you have been
forgiven! Meditate with the meaning and
symbolic presentation of the CROSS : a vertical line – the capstone (GOD &
me) and then the horizontal line – relationship with other disciples and people
(I love you as Jesus loves me! 我用耶穌的愛來愛你。
